Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in cory1123's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
3:33 am	it has been a while since i have been on here, well not much has happened, i am going saturday to visit my mom, it will be kool i guess. i saw manda, but not alot, she jsut got a job, and my work has put on all week so it kinda sucks, i am not really big into writing, all i know is i love amanda, and i hope she knows that, oh i got a couple of ne piercings, like 3, i got a plug in my ear, my tongue done(he he he) and my eyebrow. i got a tattoo, a big one this time, on my right leg, it is jack the pumpkin king, he rules, walter did a great job on it, if you want to see it it will be in his portfolio at colorbomb tattoo. lyric- peace on earth, pieces on the floor lets duscuss an issue, grab your tissues we could be here a while isn't it ironic how where here safe, and their over there, they die, lying rotting on the floor, while we live happily, ignorance in all its faded glory, the stripes, white, blue, and red, all signifiy the dead i feel like we're murdering with razorblades, shallow cuts keep the hollowed enslaves, tears gush from the eyes of the forgotten children, wondering why daddy has died for a country that doesn't give a shit about the war we want peace on earth, but we get pieces on the floor we want freedom everywhere but we land ignorance on the shores we want peace on the earth but we get pieces on the floor this country is a drug free facility, i lauph at that statement hold heartedly, but its ok oil stocks have risen amensly, and our president has been voted in a second term, all is good in neverland, merryment as the candles get lit, a gas leek, now the streets are blood red pavement, home grone killers sent to a home not there own, strapped with fire power the sand demons go down ok, throwing rocks and hitting us with suicide bombs, they hate us that much, let's just leave them the fuck alone, we asked for peace, but we show a new sign, its the one where death the seeing, and we are the blind we want peace on earth, but we get pieces on the floor we want freedom everywhere but we land ignorance on the shores we want peace on the earth but we get pieces on the floor just stand up pound your fist, let the government know we're pist, i remember when freedom was free, not a gain of oil, i though freedom was free, new age spoils, hwo does that help with homeward security! that is my song, this is my jonra, i call it scip, if you like it just put fuck bush on your comment as big as you can, and you will be scip to0. FUCK BUSH! Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
8:29 pm	sickness today i am sooo sick, i was throwing up, a little ED. i had to call out from work, i lost 9 hours, that sucks, but next friday ia m getting another tattoo, Jack Skellington from nightmare before christmas, yay. and i hope i get to see amanda again. i miss her. well i havn't updated in a while so this will be a rather long one. ok. monday, i got my first tattoo, the number 13 inside of a t.v., it is on my left arm right before the pit of my elbow, it is in black and white. my jack tattoo is gonna be much bigger, and on my right leg, black and white also. i think i might get lock shock and barrel on my chest after that. but that will be much later. i bought the new eminem album, and skinedred, a raggae metal band. i think they are really unique. i guess nothing exciting really happened this week. lol well until next time i still love amanda quinn (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
1:35 am	today was great, except for the working a double shift, but i got to see amanda today, man it was great, we had a great day, we fooled around a little bit, i also found a place close to hers(i have been kicked out of my house but i found a new one) so i don't have to move away. and i hope she is willing to marsvine me soon(not have sex) it is a secret what that means, all in all i had a good day Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
10:06 am	stuck with pain and addicted many days have past since the last time we touched i try and stay calm but its rough every single second i get violent lashing out at random people fuck the people, fuck the steaple, fuck the last day of grace i gave you when we parted you want a fight it seems that your too late, i've already started on myself, i look at the gauge on the shelf why do i hate myself i do believe its what's inside that counts i pull the blade across my wrist the endless flow of blood rushes through my veins i am stuck with pain, and addicted i'm addicted to the pain that i give myself over and over agian, where's my angel as i hang from the roof top, if i yelled would the pain stop? i'm fucking addicted to pain, its been inplanted there for days reinforced, and forced on me. stuck with pain and addicted Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
11:12 pm	today sucks! today i didn't get to see Amanda at all, and i wont get to see her for another couple of days. i miss her horribly, and i jsut was notified i have to move out of my house by january the 1st, so i have to find a new place to live. so i am on the hunt so i don't have to leave her. if i have to leave her, i don't know what i would do, i can't stand the thought. she wasn't feeling good today, i wish i could be there to maybe snuggle with her or something to make her feel better. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
1:29 am	today was kinda boring, i woke up aroudn 10 oclock, got dressed and did yard work, then around 2:30 amanda got home form school, i called her and we met up, first we went to my house, i sang to her agian, I was just really happy to see her, we walked to my house and talked, like we usually do, man she is so beautiful, it was cold so i stuck my hands in her coat pocket like i always do. when we got to my house we hung out for a little while then we jsut sort of hung out, i had to go to work at 7:30 so i really couldn't do much. we went to her house and hung out there, her sister Kaylie was thier, we watched some music videos, then her friend Matt and his g/f i think, man he is so preppy, i though he was gonna shit himself when he saw me, i wear eyeliner and not many guys do so you know how that is, especially with a prep. then we took a ride with him, damn his music is wierd, its a mix of hip hop, and oldies. then we came back and hung out until 7:30 when i left her house and ran to work cause i was a little late. well i can't wait till i see her tomarrow, or today since it is like 1:30. lol (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 1st, 2004
10:19 pm	today today was a very nice day, i guess, i had to go to work at 8 in the morning, and work till 4 at night, but we did a 1000 dollar hour and i walked home with Amanda. I saw her waling towards me so i started to sing that song "only one" by Yellowcard(god i love that band) i went to work with nail polish and eyeliner on, my boss made me take the polish off :b. me and amanda hung out until 10 tonight, man i miss her. In some ways i think i am in love with her, but it is hard to tell yet because we havn't really been seeing eachother long. well that is really all i have done today but i will leave this one off with a poem in all the days i have not slept i have not wept i have not been afraid the man who lives in my closet closes in and tries to consume, i am afraid of me, i am afraid of the moon, i am afraid of what it might do i hold back, i kiss you slow my body says yes but my mind says no In all the days i have not slept i have not wept i have not been afraid Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
12:08 am	a poem i wrote time and space, whats in between the light, the night, its all nothing it seems the only thing you can count on, is nothing its there when you die, or when a stars burnt out, its there when nothing else works out your there to keep me down you keep me from losing my mind, or slicing lines from lighting up, and becomeing nothing time and space, and in between, i'm nothing, but your everything to me (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
11:48 pm	veil du bei mein domerfriend Today, I asked Amanda Quin out, in German, she is a girl who lives down the street, she has pulled me out of a 3 month depression. I think what attracts me to her the most is her eyes. they are blue, crystal blue, when she looks at me with them, she makes me maelt, her smile lights up a room. I love kissing her, doing so makes me forget everything else. i have tried to write a poem for her, but i can't quite some up the words to explain how i feel. My Amanda is a little emo girl, and she makes me fell like i did in highschool. the other day we were walking from her house, i started to yell teh words to "only one" by yellowcard. i am gonna memorise that song and sing it to her everyday. I think i am falling for her. Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)